oh. may be going to boatquay chiong next sat. dun tell mommie. =x peifen's bday, hope to see ming. feel quite bad tt im goin juz to see him..

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Today, bought surf shorts. all of mine are diff shades of blue... argh. hais nvm la~ Saturday is sentosa day Again ! YaYyEe :D still haf good..wunderful memories of last times. =] goin to dom's first, den we go down together. i tink i cant swim. bigauntie's visitingg. ;[ pa smsed me today, told me tt he'd juz drove an evo7, wrx and turbo passat. bleahh. always tell me to gek me. nth much happened. simple day. gonna burn a few more multitudes to selll. hahaha! shh.

wOre old allstars today. wow, feet hurts! e sole of my shoo is lyk flat......... anyway, bored day. freaking boring. so boring, i cant even remember what happened! oh. k.... multitude's on CD. tt's y i can use e com at home, cos im burning it for lyk 9pple. will burn more, can take to sell. :D shh.. pirate huh. i heard it, it sounds muuuuucccchh nicer on CD than tape ! :(( bOnk's sOlo pOwer de ma, oboe and trumpet and french horn solo oso v. v. nice ~~ Ms Chan Pek Suan told yuhua band tt we shulda gotten GOLD. Mr Takehiro Oura of RJC,RI,RGS band said tt we played well! aLL e zai² pple in band gave us compliments.. guess tt's enuff fer me =] but still, not a gold. Burning dem now. mui dint come sch today, jac sat beside me for class. Fucking Foo implied tt i was LES - "benita u must be a [she paused], so many girls like to sit beside u!!" Wah lan! i was shocked, but ha, i acted even more qing re with jac [on purpose, duh!]. i tink i can go crooked. im up to it! heh. But NO WAY. tml Bio test. Copulation is Sex. wooo.. -_-'

in sch. stupid mrs lim caught my shoos!!!!!!!! argh. she says tt track shoos cannot wear. surin oso, duno wat she teaching. ecology stuff.. no one's listening i tink. i did sth which disconnected mui's com from suriana's, so im doin my entry now.... ok. kinda boring day. nv did anything. sigh, still am not listening to class either. i can go and die... shitted twice today oreadi. walked out of toilet, lim catch. dammit. will wear other pair tml, den change bak for e other days. seems lyk i haf one thing[finally!] for her to catch me. idiot sia, nth to catch muz catch me sth. think abt it..........actually me and ming may not b very suitable at all. guess girls who are more 'si wen' lyk 'zhaocen' those qing gao qing xiu are for him. vateva. anyway i wil go study, save $. lalaa. had weird dreams last night, dreamt bout soooo many things... esp. one- Chelsea thrashed Liverpool 6-2. crazy dream. yest i ran into e quadrangle cos song's almost over, squeezed between raelo and elsie, shoved raelo [not hard mah!] and she fell oveR!!!! hahahhahahahahahah!! someone from 4/4 caught her b4 she fell, she was sOoooO embarrassed, i couldnt stop laughing. laughed throughout national anthem and pledge. HEH!

heylo. today church as usual.. handbells scrapped e sunshine song cos we were getting nowhere! haha.. was very hungry after tt .. ate duck rice . again. godma bought stuff for me from bangkok! a pink diary, orange case. nice ;] didnt talk long cos kor wanted to pak pool w me. ^^ let him win 1 set... out of lyk 6-7 of them.. haha. ok la, i didnt play very seriously......... see he so ke lian. =x dun tell him, wait hurt his pride. kaos, ive played for lyk 4 yrs and now i dun play pool anymore. i play BILLIARDS wahahaha! sneaked into his room to use com. he's asleep behind me. ;D

sigh. syf got silver. we diamed when results were announced. a far cry from e last time's , when we started screaming our heads off. think it wasnt fair. even new town, boonlay, chong boon [sorry.] got silver.. duno y we culdnt haf gotten gold. sads... tot of it in a diff light, cos 1 sch even screamed when they got.. bronze. st gabs, anglican lost their golds. eastsprings were onstage when they announced their result- cop. worse. nowhere to hide sia. many of us cried.. i dint. disappointed naturally. sigh. lovelife's over. tho i still do like him. not playing billiard tml. pa working. yeah wateva.

Dint pon sch today though i wanted to. had big fight with mom. On sunday, i went for lunch at plaza with godpa n ma, den i sat opp godpa. mom went to ntuc too, she saw me dere. nvm leh. den LAST NIGHT, a freaking FOUR days after sunday she said tt im not to go out to eat w dem anymore. firstly, i cannot go out to eat anymore aft church, muz go home immediately. secondly, cos WTF i sat OPPOSITE godpa ?! Said i play gooseberry, and if she was godma she would get jealous !! i was SO angry. she said i "dang ji zhe mi" tt means i duno it myself tt im "CRUSH" on him ?! wtf man but i cant tell her tt dey my godparents cos i bet she wunt allow or sth but fark cares. bet she read my diary. it was in e wrong compartment of my tray! i always put it in e yellow compartment but it was in e white last nite. she was lyk "u sure u remember properly?" the cheek !! after syf, im not to stay back after school. she will even fetch me home. i juz shouted at her. in a fucking bad mood. godma didnt bring her hp out. called raelo, called emileen. called pa, she was with him.. her bday yesterday. told dem, godpa was lyk "so?" when i told him wat mom said. anyway i dint pon, coz pa said tt it was not worth it, may get into trouble. duno y, but i listened. godma is on e plane to thailand now..... mom went on and on abt "God said 'obey your parents' and tt they have the authority to tell you what to do so u must not be defiant if not u r being defiant to God. and if ur parents dont punish you, God will punish you and tt's much worse" i prayed to God asking y do i haf such a unreasonable mother. He knows how i feel. i guess i dun hafta jiao1 dai4 to others lor. pa said tt if i hadta relax, wait till Sunday. duno, but this week has been a loooong, fucked up week for me. i hate this world.

saw me korkor's blog. wahhhhhhh....... sooo many f-words in it! tsk.. but glad he's got a LIFE. finally. heh =x glad to see him going out etc, juz waiting for him 2 get a gf. he aint tt bad looking. am in sch now... sigh. leaving. i hate sch. hate this place. hate dis werld. =(

mAn. been a longg time since i posted ! oh well. hmmm........ rmb e first post ? wanted to watch 2fast 2furious... i did ! wOn 2 tix in a contest, watched it on 9 Jul w jeff\papa. had a good time.. :) reached home at 12.40am... kinda shag e next day. Bought a nice mug & card from happy house for jan\mama.. her bdae's on e 17 .. my mother dint allow me to go for dinner w her ;[ so i can only pass her e prez tml i guess... i wanna pon sch on fri. sick of sch. ming wants to know some bitch. her character sucks. wateva. but feeling damn sad. opened e wine and drank a whole cup last nite. shh.. went to esplanade to take a breather.. went home at abt 7+, ate/watch tv/wrap prez/write diary/sleep. nv thought of ming. din let meself tink of him. godma said dun let an asshole make me sad. haha... going sentosa w godpapa on sunday. bikini... ^^' bleah. kinda sick of this world. i juz hope this world is all abt car racing,muzik and billiards!!!! i wish.